Looks like I'm going back to D's tonight. I'll tell all later!

As I had the place to myself for the weekend, I played (with myself, of course) all weekend. I've been using WinMX to download various porn movies. Different types: anal, female ejaculation, gay (because two guys together has always been a turn on), or what ever looked interesting. I really need a good g-spot toy. I'm simply dying to make myself ejaculate. My ex had me close a few times, but I was never quite willing to let myself go. Now that I am, I have no one to lend a hand. How sad. I watch these movies, and I get so wet. The slightest thing has me dripping anymore. I'm certainly not complaining, but being alone when you have all this sexual energy seems like a waste of a good thing.

Date:	2004-10-09 23:04
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Security:	Public
Mood:	horny

Today, I've been so horny and I have no idea why. I've gotten myself four times already, and I want to again. It's times like this when I really need a playmate. Someone with a hard cock for me to lick and suck on. Someone to lick my cunt while fingering my ass. I thought there was someone, but he's all talk. It gets old. I want him here, pulling my hair and telling me what he wants. Then I would turn on him, commandin him to please me, to fuck me hard. Slap him lightly if he didn't do just what I say, and harder if he didn't obey. Riding him harder until I cum.

*sigh*